Okay that does it, I am never going to sleep again!!!!
Last night I had the most horrible dreams ever, and they were so vivid. It seems that once again my anxiety is finding its way into my dreams. I managed to wake myself up twice and even still went back to the same kind of dreams. Dreams which were clearly about the boys (names and all), childbirth, death, and illness. I won't go into detail because I am trying like hell to get the dreams out of my head. I will say the birth in my dreams went well, although it was at 31 weeks. Both boys cried, but then it went downhill from there. Get out of my head get out of my head!!!!
2 days ago