7.01.2009

An Apology

I want to apologize for jumping the gun the other day after a comment. I was caught off guard and forced into thinking about my reality, and really nothing negative was said in the comment. I guess not thinking about the NICU or going into labor was my way of guarding myself, and having it brought full front to my attention I reacted negatively.

I plan to take a break from blogging for awhile, but WILL check in with details of appointments. "Thinking" about going private and only allowing fellow bloggers, but we will see. If not, going forward things may be a little different . This honestly has NOTHING to do with any comments left on my blog by bloggers (I swear), just feeling that maybe I put my thoughts out there too much. I would rather be guarded and walk on eggshells than be judged and criticized for the things I write.

Thinking and loving ALL my boys today and feeling so very blessed for how far we have come. As always thank you blogger girls for your love and support. Words cannot express how much you girls mean to me, you have always been by my side through every up and down.

15 comments:

Christina said...

Ive been gone the past 3 days, I missed crap! Don't let anyone get you down sweetie. Seriously, lol. You are doing an amazing job, your boys are beautiful and doing amazing. This is your blog, your place to come and vent, and tell us how bored you are, and tell us you hate bedrest. We are here to listen, and here for you. I beg you, don't let her scare you, don't let her tell you how much time you will be spending in the NICU!! You know what? I bet you won't spend any time there!!! You guys will be ready to go home TOGETHER! Hang in there!

Tiffany said...

Awwww Christina thank you, but I promise it was NOT her comment. It really wasn't, it was something else, I swear, I swear, I swear.

Polly Gamwich said...

Well, I'll support you whatever you decide ... though if you DO go private ... I want a VIP pass ok?

Hugs Sweety, you look AWESOME in your 26 week pic ... can you believe that's you ... with twins in your belly? 7 months ago ... who wouldv'e thought? AMAZING!

Keep up the good work!
Polly

Peta-maree said...

Tiffany dont let anyone get you down you are entitle to have all the feelings that you have. I know that when I was home full time when I was looking for a job 5 years ago I was going crazy so I can only imagine that it would be worse when you cant do anything either. Keep smiling and know that we are here for you when ever you need to vent. That is what friends are for.

Big Hugs
Peta

Angelwingsbaby said...

Hi there I just caught up on some of your posts.The one about the doctor and waiting I can totally relate to ,I posted about the very same thing recently.I waited 2 hours while I was supposed to be on bedrest.It sucked.I can relate to some of your fears regarding early birth as I have discovered that most women with hematomas like me go into preterm labor and that most deliver early.I belong to a support group and 30-35 weeks seems to be the average with some being earlier than that,sometimes too early for the baby to survive.Hang in there hun I haven't heard anything from you lately so I hope you are doing well.-Megan

Flying Monkeys said...

I wish you had a email contact. I hope it wasn't mine. I was trying to say that you do what you need to do. I didn't think you would do anything that would be harmful. If you'd like to talk about this through email you know how to find me. I'm sorry if I made it worse.

Anonymous said...

This is your blog and you can vent as you please... If people don't have anything good or positve to say they should keep their comments to themselves.

Tiffany said...

Oh my goodness you guys... thank you thank you.. thank you, but I SWEAR IT WAS NOT A COMMENT made in blog comments. It really wasn't. I swear to you, so Flying Monkeys oh gosh no! It was none of you blogger girls. It is more just me thinking I need to step back and keep more of my thoughts to myself.

Jess said...

I was thinking the same thing today...I got two really nasty comments about my feelings towards B, and I realized that maybe my blog should be private. It is so hard to put your feelings out there and then get judged. That comment was't mean but it wasn't nice in my opinon.

Whatever you decide...please include me! I love your blog...you have given me so much hope! :)

BB said...

It's so easy to get affected by comments when there is so much happening around you and there is so much uncertainity... the only thing I can say is... ignore such comments since you know whats best for you and your boys!

BTW, your 26 week pic is very cute! :) If you do go private, please grant me access! You are such an inspiration for my journey! {HUGS}

Melissa Griffin said...

Well..I will still be looking for any updates from you - I love reading your blog and I wish you the best of luck with the boys and cant wait to hear how everything goes!

Christina said...

Ok then...I'm sorry. ;) But please keep us ladies that read your blog daily updated on how you are, if you do indeed go private, or take a break...I look for updates everyday from you! *hugs*

Dancer4_1 said...

Tiff! Please dont go! I check in almost everyday...I love reading the updates..I am so exctied for you and dh! I cant wait to see the boys! You dont post as much on ff, so this is the only place I can get updates.- oh and my oldest dd wants a closet full of clothes like the boys have! LOL! She also informed me I need to get busy..as we have nothing yet! Good luck to you Tiff...please dont stop posting!

twondra said...

Oh, sweetie, I do understand. If you go private, I definitely want an invite. :) Love ya girl!!

Ryan said...

I've thought about going private too. It's hard to know what to do, but you'll figure out what's best for your family. Hugs!