I knew this day would come and I kept telling myself that after Hudson we would no longer keep our five frozen babies. But WHY is it so hard?
Why did I suddenly in vision myself pregnant with a sweet baby girl? How can one bill make your heart skip a beat?
This is by far going to be one of the hardest decisions in my life, we worked SO hard for those embryos. They are MINE they would probably hold our longed for baby girl. But yet financially and to keep my sanity we will most likely not be storing our embryos.
Never did I imagine saying that out loud could make me fall to the floor in tears. The nurse is supposed to call me back in the next hour to tell me how to proceed. So sad, so very sad today.
20 hours ago