At a Crossroad

I am at that place once again.  As you might have noticed personal venting and info has been flowing less freely on the blog, I have three blog posts I never even published.  At this point I will either be just keeping it simple and sharing some pics or you will get an invite to a private blog.

I will also be limiting my FB posts and info, no no I can't completely stop because my kids are just too darn cute not to share some things!  I choose not to say exactly why right now, but might end up going into it on the private blog.  For now I have realized that sharing fun stories, personal information, pictures, and information or even venting will be done more with those around us in real life.  

I have a very heavy heart right now and am quite sure I have some PPD going on.  Thankfully I do have a doctors appointment this week and determine what is really going on.  Until then I will be sharing some basic info and pics here when I can because I hope that someday my children can look back and see how much I loved them and be able to view all the fun stories.

For now I will just vent to those who will let me, those who help me when I truly need it, and those who know when something is wrong before I even do, which most times is my amazing Husband and a few wonderful friends. I am tired of hurting, so the best way to make it go away is not to share, not to put myself out there and in turn hopefully the hurt will go away.